#i feel like i haven’t slept in a week

[thetorturedbolter]

they should invent a studying for physics that doesn’t make me feel deranged and unstable

[disappointeddyke]

First week of school done ✔️

[unfinishedsweaters]

A few weeks ago, I found these old mitts, and was also able to pretty quickly track down the almost-complete pattern I’d finally written down (the ancient mitts here were already a first attempt to re-create an old pattern I’d been making and remaking without notes for a while, but it was the first time I’d ever tried to write it down). I’m making the unedited version free for Halloween, which is exciting.

features:

two-column layout I have not used in years (I dunno man, it looks nicer, but I don’t think it’s easier to read and this isn’t print; I don’t have to format my column inches to fit ads or pictures of Spiderman. Kind of interesting to see, though, so I kept it.)

three sizes for the little mitts

some misgivings

These are simple and worked in the round.

they are a lot of fun to make, so I am making some blue ones, but the black yarn situation is already precarious.

[peekychu]

I always share pictures of the organized parts of my room, but I feel like this better encapsulates the state of my brain LOL. Scattered, chaotic, neglected, but still full of smiling colorful creatures.

[spaceprincessem]

we went months with little to no content and now it feels like running a goddamn marathon trying to keep up with everything. i have not known peace since they dropped that tuesday promo HELP

[thedickcavettshow]

if I may offer a word of advise to any person out there who may be as stupid as me - do not walk through a field of stinging nettles barefoot

[suappang]

me when i realize that *eye* am the main cause of my stress 😃

[lion-buddy]

the brainrot is real I’m never sleeping again I guess.

[conjectureand-gloom]

okay y'all im so sorry i know i said that would be my last post about this situation but um. it's not.

their version of "i haven't slept in a week" is tagged with "self insert", “self insert as alexander hamilton”, and the series is called "vent fics"

and that makes me so fucking mad

because if it is a "vent fic" for that author, then im sorry that they’ve been through that

but i can fucking guarantee that my experiences in the week leading up to my attempt were unique, and every single thing they took from my work is almost definitely not a vent for them

because that is my vent, and they've gone ahead and are trying to claim that this is their life, their fucking experiences, and it feels super unvalidating and erasing to try and claim them their own

and also the "self insert" tag makes me so mad. because they've stolen my rendition of alexander- who is basically me atp- and are saying it's them, that they're the one that all of alexander's ooc-ness and traits come from them and he’s a product of their projecting and their “self inserting"

and fucking guess what? that's all fucking me. the alexander they stole is me, he's the outcome of my projecting, of my "self inserting”

he's not a product of their feelings and experiences, he comes from me

this sounds so bitchy but i am so fucking pissed about this

[humandisastersquad]

Here’s how the colour turned out btw

[makkiroll]

can’t believe I’ve finished my rapport on chinas one-child policy for my exam— now I can keep drawing without feeling guilty about it lmao whwhwhwh

[lavender-femme]

nothing like getting absurdly sad about [redacted] and just generally feeling unwanted

i remembered the time she told me she didn’t like how often I told her I loved her. And then I remembered how she just sat there and watched me while I sobbed after she told me she didn’t want me. And then how she told me it was gonna be okay.

I just want to feel safe and loved again

[thebumblingbee]

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[milo-is-rambling]

If my dog barks one more time I am going to fight him

[zaiinab]

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[gayleafpool]

going thru another one of my i don’t need sleep phases